You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you,
as you are to them.
~Desmond Tutu
I'm sorry I haven't been the best gift fam.. I came to realize what I need to do to be the best gift to you all, and I'm going to show you all I'm God's gift that you all wont regret receiving.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
u kno where u stand---
In march I started playing AAU basketball. & I didnt take it that serious until like June. & ever since I've done that, I've gained 2 "best friends" back, and lost many.
Just to let anyone & everyone know, basketball is what I want to do. I want to be in the newspaper my senior year letting everyone know I signed with a D1 school. That's my dream. My family understands that perfectly. They all support me from my 1 year old cousin Kobe, to my 79 year old grandma.
I strongly dislike when people talk down to something that I believe in, or love. Thats just me.. And a lot of people I love and care about ask WHY I play bball so much, or WHY I have to go to practice.
Ok well Im sorry you're lazy. Basically. Some people go thru high school saying, I wish I wouldve played a sport, or I had a job so I didnt have time, or maybe, I wish I played more than one sport during my high school career. Which Jackie Burton has said since she graduated.
Now Im not saying bc you may not play a sport in high school means you a dirt bag. Im just saying you dont know the definition of hard work and dedication. & the life that I live, and the people Im around everyday, the ones that have a history in any kind of sport, where they busted their ass in, have better lives then the people that didnt.
Maybe that an opinion to you, i dont know, nor care to be honest..
But anyway the friends that Ive lost because maybe there are more important things to me in my life, than getting drunk every weekend, im sorry. But to be flat damn honest. We'll see where we all stand in 15-20 years..
And to be honest again-----
Thanks Kasey & Shelby for understanding everything & being here no matter what.
Mickey- Sorry I havent spent time with you before you left but I had like no time at all. I love you, and Ill miss you more than you'll ever know. and when you get back we're just going to start up like you never left. I already have ur first letter done & ready and Ill put it in the mail on Friday like I promised I would. I love you bubbie..
to everyone else......
peace, drop one finger .l..
l3V
prolly a lotta spelling errors in this one 2 but im grandma is cookin breakfast for me and im tryin to hurry to get to her house... my bad
Just to let anyone & everyone know, basketball is what I want to do. I want to be in the newspaper my senior year letting everyone know I signed with a D1 school. That's my dream. My family understands that perfectly. They all support me from my 1 year old cousin Kobe, to my 79 year old grandma.
I strongly dislike when people talk down to something that I believe in, or love. Thats just me.. And a lot of people I love and care about ask WHY I play bball so much, or WHY I have to go to practice.
Ok well Im sorry you're lazy. Basically. Some people go thru high school saying, I wish I wouldve played a sport, or I had a job so I didnt have time, or maybe, I wish I played more than one sport during my high school career. Which Jackie Burton has said since she graduated.
Now Im not saying bc you may not play a sport in high school means you a dirt bag. Im just saying you dont know the definition of hard work and dedication. & the life that I live, and the people Im around everyday, the ones that have a history in any kind of sport, where they busted their ass in, have better lives then the people that didnt.
Maybe that an opinion to you, i dont know, nor care to be honest..
But anyway the friends that Ive lost because maybe there are more important things to me in my life, than getting drunk every weekend, im sorry. But to be flat damn honest. We'll see where we all stand in 15-20 years..
And to be honest again-----
Thanks Kasey & Shelby for understanding everything & being here no matter what.
Mickey- Sorry I havent spent time with you before you left but I had like no time at all. I love you, and Ill miss you more than you'll ever know. and when you get back we're just going to start up like you never left. I already have ur first letter done & ready and Ill put it in the mail on Friday like I promised I would. I love you bubbie..
to everyone else......
peace, drop one finger .l..
l3V
prolly a lotta spelling errors in this one 2 but im grandma is cookin breakfast for me and im tryin to hurry to get to her house... my bad
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
BTW
if anyone is reading these, sry for my spelling errors and all that. I'm a wreckless typer lol
l3V
l3V
Mad
One thing I hate more than anything is being rushed!
One time when I was rushed I kicked a huge hole in my moms dry way. I didnt mean for the whole to happen, but i mieant to kick the wall..
Random but all I ever do is get rushed between going to basketball then work, then my other job, then picking ppl up and dropping them off, and driving between my parents house to take care of other stuff... bllllllaaaaaahhhhhh.. faaagggggoootttt..
cant wait for June 22.. New Secret Life if anyone caresssss----
l3V
One time when I was rushed I kicked a huge hole in my moms dry way. I didnt mean for the whole to happen, but i mieant to kick the wall..
Random but all I ever do is get rushed between going to basketball then work, then my other job, then picking ppl up and dropping them off, and driving between my parents house to take care of other stuff... bllllllaaaaaahhhhhh.. faaagggggoootttt..
cant wait for June 22.. New Secret Life if anyone caresssss----
l3V
Monday, June 8, 2009
9 Days
My first blog & I'm going to skip all the bull shit & talk because I have a lot to get out..
I've had deaths in my family, yeah.. My best friend switched switched schools before we went to high school, yeah.. But deaths is something you need to be prepared for & move aways that are only 20 min away isn't the biggest deal in the world.
But when you high school best friend/brother is going about 13 hours away for 9 weeks are more with no phone or internet to contact me & everyone else with is pretty hard..
When Aaron moved out of my house unexpectedly made upset. I cried myself to sleep because I wasnt prepared for him to just do it like that.. & when Eric went to Illinois for school, I was a complete wreck. I felt like my parents just up & left me. But I got used to it, but eventually Aaron would come over & just hang out at my moms & Eric decided he hated his school so he came home a lot.. I sound shelish but it worked out for me that way. & for them too..
I thought these last 2 months were about to be cake. Eric lives with me, Aaron comes over, me & Kase reunited basically.... But I kept trying to forget the date, June 17th, 2009.
On June 17th, 2009, I'm going to have to say good bye to a best friend that's leaving Indiana for 9 weeks or more. Everyday in Hyphen (Newspaper class) Mickey, Kasey, & I would sit there & clown, & laugh.. Just trying to make our teacher mad. But then there would always be a little down point in the class period. & that's when Mickey would randomly say, 20 days left, 19 days left, 18 days left. Every day the number got smaller, & now we're on day 9. Next Tuesday, Mickey will be in a hotel, by himself, waiting for the next morning, around 4am & he'll be abording his plane to South Carolina. & it really hit me on Mickey's last day of school. & now, I know, nobody can't fool me. It's offically over until Oct. or Nov. or something.. Only paper & a pen will keep mine & his friendship growning.
I mean seriously where is the "good" in goodbye? Even though I'll see him again, it's not like hes dying or anything, but let's be real for a hot second.
But whatever, all everyone says is it'll be okay, hes not going to be away forever. Well I guess that means you don't understand.
I don't have anymore to say because the more I type about it the more I get mad, and real about things and I'm not trying to hurt feelings or make people feel bad.
I love you Mickey.
I've had deaths in my family, yeah.. My best friend switched switched schools before we went to high school, yeah.. But deaths is something you need to be prepared for & move aways that are only 20 min away isn't the biggest deal in the world.
But when you high school best friend/brother is going about 13 hours away for 9 weeks are more with no phone or internet to contact me & everyone else with is pretty hard..
When Aaron moved out of my house unexpectedly made upset. I cried myself to sleep because I wasnt prepared for him to just do it like that.. & when Eric went to Illinois for school, I was a complete wreck. I felt like my parents just up & left me. But I got used to it, but eventually Aaron would come over & just hang out at my moms & Eric decided he hated his school so he came home a lot.. I sound shelish but it worked out for me that way. & for them too..
I thought these last 2 months were about to be cake. Eric lives with me, Aaron comes over, me & Kase reunited basically.... But I kept trying to forget the date, June 17th, 2009.
On June 17th, 2009, I'm going to have to say good bye to a best friend that's leaving Indiana for 9 weeks or more. Everyday in Hyphen (Newspaper class) Mickey, Kasey, & I would sit there & clown, & laugh.. Just trying to make our teacher mad. But then there would always be a little down point in the class period. & that's when Mickey would randomly say, 20 days left, 19 days left, 18 days left. Every day the number got smaller, & now we're on day 9. Next Tuesday, Mickey will be in a hotel, by himself, waiting for the next morning, around 4am & he'll be abording his plane to South Carolina. & it really hit me on Mickey's last day of school. & now, I know, nobody can't fool me. It's offically over until Oct. or Nov. or something.. Only paper & a pen will keep mine & his friendship growning.
I mean seriously where is the "good" in goodbye? Even though I'll see him again, it's not like hes dying or anything, but let's be real for a hot second.
But whatever, all everyone says is it'll be okay, hes not going to be away forever. Well I guess that means you don't understand.
I don't have anymore to say because the more I type about it the more I get mad, and real about things and I'm not trying to hurt feelings or make people feel bad.
I love you Mickey.
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